The Official DoA 30th Anniversary Logo

Designing a logo for a particular celebration is not actually difficult for me.  I have designed a number of artworks for various people, groups and occasions.  Many of whom I have helped are happy with the designs I've given them.  The difficulty lies on the fact that there are those who would like to integrate simply everything into the design with no room for creativity on the part of the artist because of the constraints given to him.  Sad to say, I have experienced such, sometimes even telling myself how unfair it is to artists to be limited in such ways -- that is, to be put in a box and with so little space to be given for artistic expression.  "Sabi ko na lang, 'Di kasi kayo artist, e!" 

Wow, why did I say such things?  I am just presenting here the design I made for the celebration of the 30th Anniversary of the Canonical Erection of the Diocese of Antipolo on June 25, 2013.  I remember having done the logo for the silver anniversary of the Diocese five years ago (I also posted it in this blog site).  But some were not happy with the design, so I made another one which was fit for the same celebration but seen through the eyes of the "less artistic" and simplistic ones (sorry, can't help to be less diplomatic here).

Anyway, barring any problems, this will hopefully be the official logo of the celebration this year.  With the theme "Diocese of Antipolo: Celebrating 30 Years...Journeying in Faith with Mary!"  The design incorporates the official logo of the Year of Faith since the anniversary falls in this Church celebration.  The artwork shows a people (the Diocese) in joyful procession (the journey of the local Church through 30 years) coming from the stylized Antipolo Cathedral (meaning, that from its nascent years, the local Church of Antipolo now lives their faith by bringing forth what they have experienced and are now evangelizing).  They bring into procession the Virgin of Antipolo to symbolize that their life in God is lived more with Mary's presence who challenges them to be open to God's will as she herself has done.  The design also brings forth the different local settings of the Diocese, especially in vast agricultural, aquatic and mountainous areas.

Stillness...

Recently, the clergy of our diocese went for the annual fellowship.  One of the stops was in beautiful Caramoan where we went to Tugawe Cove.  Going there, we were told that it was to be a good two hour boat ride.  Fine, I thought to myself.  It would be a good occasion for us priests to jam together and tell stories and jokes to one another.  Besides, the sea travel would be a diversion to the travels I've been confronted with in the concrete jungle of Metro Manila.  

As we started the journey, I realized that it would be such a welcome respit.  In fact, the two hour journey we were told of became a more than three hour travel to a place I never thought of reaching with the sun still up!  It seemed never-ending.  With the small pump-boat we were in, as we moved against the current of not-really-small-waves, I could not even dream of a sweet, pleasant and peaceful place that was supposed to be the end place of our journey.  At every cove that we I saw, I would say maybe this is it.  But we went on and on and on and on...  Keeping in mind the many photos of Tugawe Cove I saw in the internet, I was asking myself why in the first place did I recommend this trip!  The tiresome trip was not worth it even with the grand photos of the place.  

Things were becoming turbulent inside me.  It was more than the physical experience.  There was  a roughness in spirit.  Many realities that did not fit in the model of how I would things to be provoked an intensity that brought about a lost of tranquility, of calm, of stillness.  As time went by, and the longer the boat ride took, impatience grew, hunger went crushing me, and the stoic and stress-filled reactions of my companions added to the heavy heart I was experiencing.  "God, make our boat reach our destination soon!"  This I was shouting deep inside, "my patience is running low!"

Rough seas, a very long journey, tired people, and a very disgruntled soul equates to a violence that will never approximate any form nor tinge of stillness!

After almost four hours (maybe an exaggeration), we anchored at the cove.  With the sweltering heat and hunger that troubled me and the rest of my company, I just wanted to close my eyes and say, "enough!"  But there was still the 188 steps to the cottage assigned to me and the restaurant on top of the hill!  The devil didn't still have enough of me...

The short days went by in Tugawe.  The place had good food.  There were many things to do.  There was so much to see and explore.  But most of all, it was all about the great company of priests in fellowship.  As great was the turbulence I felt before, was now the joy, calm and security I felt with the brotherhood I was in.  Stories - new and old, real or fabricated, short or long, sad and full of hopes - blended with jokes and laughter, and words that challenged and pushed our friendship into newer heights.  Photo-ops ensued, songs were sung and a newness of life in communion was sealed.  It was paradise, I figured!  

The roughness of the seas ended.  A portrait of still waters came about.  Peace had a new face in me.

Before we left Tugawe, I took some photos from my mobile phone.  I was amazed at the simplicity of this photo.  It spoke so eloquently of the same seas I ventured in coming to the resort.  It will be the same seas I will be sailing into as I leave the place.  Rough or calm?  Disturbing or peaceful?  Turbulent or still?  

It was a mere two hours on the very same trip going back.  The seas were plain, even quite boring at some point.  Some even were able to take some sleep.  There were lots of laughter and stories aboard.  After the trip, everyone was happy, content.  I felt good.  There was stillness... 

My Journey (A Blessing

My Journey (A Blessing

Into nothingness...

It has been a long time since I posted anything on this blogsite...since July of last year, to be exact. I first thought of doing a blog at least once a month. I don't know really what happened, but for some reasons, I can't just seem to find a way and a moment to be able to write.

Why can't I? Maybe the necessary inspiration does not come. Or when it does, it immediately fades into oblivion. I don't get to catch those precious moments well enough. Thus eigth months after my previous attempts into writing, it is only now that I got to write a bit, albeit a forced one at that.

Inspirations doesn't seem to come so often nowadays. Maybe there has been a bit too much of a pressure to do other things. Maybe I have been so caught up in a web of things that reflecting on the many realities that come upon me takes secondary position. Maybe various realities just stresses me out and pins me down into being a man-made "office planner."

Ever since I came home from Italy last year, I seemed to have lost a certain kind of zeal and enthusiasm. I have felt more and more the need for introspection. I have forgotten, it seems, what it means to reflect. What has come about is a soul that has wandered into nothingness; a life that has fallen into various distractions; a being that has not caught much of itself. Thus, life has become difficult. I feel caught up in a maze that has entangled even the freedoms I knew before. And this pains me a lot.

At the moment, I don't know what I need to do to be able to move accordingly. Maybe I can do one thing and another. But the question remains whether it would be the right thing to do. But maybe, it is also good to be brought into this kind of confusion. Perhaps it is also good to long for something that I could not yet hold on to at the moment. Maybe things would come out well...later on.

I need answers, yes. But perhaps it would be good if I seek out these things at other moments of my life. For the moment, I am just happy to be able to write down what is it that my heart and person longs for...even if I am into nothingness.

Official Seal of JPII Minor Seminary

The John Paul II Minor Seminary of the Diocese of Antipolo opened 3 years ago to promote more vocations to the priesthood among the young people.  It was also in response to the growing number of boys wanting to experience God's call to them, even at a young age.

This is the official seal of the said seminary which I designed - integrating the papal seal (to represent Pope John Paul II) and a stylized image of Our Lady of Antipolo on top of 'tipolo' leaves (coming from the design of the official coat-of-arms of the Diocese of Antipolo).  The wheat and grapes symbolizes the Eucharist and the priestly ministry.  Imposed on the seal is the motto of St. John Paul II, "Totus Tuus" (All Yours).  It is highlighted as it gives challenge to the seminarians to ready themselves to surrender everything to God.  The cross symbolizes Jesus Christ, the Good Shepherd and the Lord of the Harvest.

Two Logos for the Silver Jubilee

For the 25th Anniversary of the foundation of the Diocese of Antipolo, I was asked by the Diocesan Jubilee Commission to create 2 designs of logos that would represent the celebration  -- our story, yearnings and vision of our diocese when we celebrated the silver jubilee last 25 June 2008.  With its 25 years of good voyage, we were challenged to venture into "deeper seas" with Mary...

Vocation Cards for the Diocese of Antipolo

The Antipolo Diocesan Vocations Office (ADVoc), for the past 4 years, have asked the help of OP Communications, 
(a Makati-based advertising firm) to conceptualize and design its new promotional materials for vocation campaigns among the young people.   This card is an attempt to revolutionize the vocation campaign methods in the Diocese of Antipolo.